Bitter Sweet, 'I Love You'

Those three little words that I have been waiting for so long. Those are the sweetest words that I have  heard from you, yet they are full of venom that slowly killing me. I was confuse on what should I feel. Should I be happy? Or should I be sad? Knowing that those three word doesn't mean anything to you. You don't mean it. I don't know what your motives are why you would say that nor tried to make me believe that you love me. For once let me be honest, I was hurt. I was badly hurt. I loved you and you don't have any idea on how much I care for you. I felt betrayed because I know that it is very clear to you what I really feel for you. I felt like you took advantage of me and worst I let you to do it. People might say I'm stupid for letting you manipulate and use me but I can't blame them for  they were right. I become stupid whenever I follow my heart more than what my mind tells me. I should be hating right now but I can't. I can't hate that one person that inspires and the source of my happiness as of this writing.